It hurts......a lot

It's been a really rough week. To be caught in a thunderstorm unexpectedly,
and hit right where you are most vulnerable. To make matter worse,
things just went wrong one after another.
Never mind how hard you tried in the past,
one wrong move just ruin previous efforts and
people tend to remember that one unfortunate event and that's it.
The world seems to crash before me.
However, I have to be thankful that friends were really supportive
and I know God is watching over me.
It's something that i have to keep on learning.
I knew that sufferings are supposed to mould and groom one's character,
but the learning process can be so hard, that one just can't help but to think
why am i being put through all these.
I guess sometimes we will not have the answers to the things
that have happened to us and we just have to learn to leave things
and put our trust in Him.
Let go and move on, something that i needed to be constantly reminded of.